Excessively Happy. (It bugs my sis)

Hey Hektor! She said yes!! Well........she showed she said yes...*smile*. And as she just reminded me its been a week now...hahaha. God so well finally....me...ali....in love and in a relationship, (sofi laughs) and im still new at this but shes teaching me (with great effort and patients) so im not completely clueless.

Its currenly 10pm.......my parents have gone shopping...which is very very unsual....becouse...well its monday...and they have work tomorrow...its usually on the weekends...rite? Hmmm.....but maybe couse the fridge was empty.....literally.....ahhh im starving.....and i miss her terribly, but i guess thats a bit of what being in a relationship is all about...The Loving...(kinky) The missing...The Calls....The hugs (love those) its like a breath of fresh air after........err a breath of not so fresh air.

Yay....10.30 and my parents are back...with food.....its KFC! But....im worried 2 pieces aint gonna cut it after going this long so i put a cup of rice in the microwave......KFC with rice....jesus thats hilarious..(note what i find hilarious might not appeal to normal people).

And....now its 11pm hahahaha...im stuffed.....and me and my sweetheart are having fun seeing our name sloganized on this website. But...i think shes disconnected again so ill continue with the blog.Hokay.....now its 12...bloody hell...ok ok no more put off's.

So im still on my holidays....and im going to call up one of my lecturers to find out if i can get some hotel somewhere thats at least better then UITM. I mean...really the place is crap...only good thing about it is thats its near, which doesnt amount to much...besides knowing ill be near her.Did you know she has the most amazing laughter ive ever heard? And im not just saying that becouse im with her or anything.....but i know if i was having troubles or worried about something ide forget them as soon as i hear that laugh. (And the winner for cheeziest lines goes to Ali! *clap clap*) Ugh.

And of course i have my small worries as do all couples, can we do this? can we manage that...etc etc...but nothing that she cant brush off me.*smile*. Im still deciding what to do after this practical thing....3 months seems like ages, and in a few more days ill be 19.....which...is gonna mark my last year as a teen...couse im sure no one says 20 teen....i wonder if i can legally go to clubs yet..*thinking*.

Hokay...ide like to say im straying off the topic but there isnt a specific topic im actually talking about here, its mostly about the stuff thats been going on for the past few weeks. Medinas back in ireland....my cousin got married yesterday.....sara is currenly in her room sleeping next to her baby and my niece omera.....sofi is plonked on my bed...which means im sleeping on the couch again...and my parents are in their bedroom sleeping. Hahaha you know i still think i should have gotten that RM500 shirt that medina offered to get me for me and then give it back to the shop and get me a few hundred other kind of shirts with that money. Heck...thats like half my car license money, or like...70%.

Gahhh...

But im close now to getting my license...a few more...200 or so and i should be good. Wont ask my parents...feel likes something i need to do...strangely enough. = = Ok someone is getting really impatient to read this BLOG so ill save the rest for another post. Nite Hektor....

And love you Nad. *whisper* pain in the...

Unquestiontably...not ble..happy...

Not sure what to blog...actually i have a general idea....but these past few days have been so amazing i still doubt if its actually real....so ill leave that at that for awhile.



Hektor:What a bloody waste of blogspot.

Fear Is the Heart of Love.

Halo....so holidays are going so and so, as im writing this im listening to the band Death Cab by Cutie which i currently cant stop listening to. Shes come back from Melaka, well for holidays....as am i of course...and weve seen each other twice the past week at piramid..... so for the first time im walking in piramid, heading to the movie section...and im so nervous i seriously considering turning around to get myself together haha, but settled for just walking really really slowly. And as arrive i look around...but shes no where in sight, and i turn back.....and there she is.

I think my heart skipped a beat.


After everything....there she is, right there in front me. Ive missed her so much..

We watched a movie then with her friends.......The Hills Have eyes 2 (Nagasaris choice i had nothing to do with it...honest..i still havent watched spiderman 3!!) and about 20 mins after the movie we had seriously decided to run to another cinema and watch something else hahahaha.(We kinda did but that didnt go so well so were stuck with the movie) Oh god shes so much fun to watch a movie with, i always thought ide be the type that really liked the focus on the movie? Couse watching with my dad years ago (Not anymore though) drove me crazy...he would talk about weird stuff when the movie was on or say "bullshit" as a actor made a move that my dad would deem impossible in real life....i mean its a movie! But with her i just really felt so comfortable....

Oh and i met Nagasari her boyfriend Mr.Awesome. (hehe) It was fun....something i havent felt in awhile..
Then we went out again the next day...we watched a movie..this time the...Blades of Glory (Spiderman 3!!) but it was actually preety good, so yea no need to exit the cinema early this time. And it seems someones gonna be a hair model *grin*. Also met another few friends of hers...and she was still the most beautiful person there.*smile*


Shes coming to visit my place on monday.....ahaha and shes really nervous..about parents maybe, but knowing my parents everything should be fine...more so with my dad at work..*breaths a sign of relief*. Its gonna be an interesting day, more then you know. I cant or dont know how i could possible put into words how much ive missed her. And you have no idea how has its taken me to write this....~ ~

Holidays!

So everything is done...packed...sealed and delivered. Im at home....annnnddd i have a niece!! Her name is Omera joan mokhtar faruk. Shes adorable like hell, and well i bet everyone says this but shes different from other babies i know...she rarely ever cries...and when she does its not the loud type...shes exactly 9 days old now and my mom and sis havent been getting much sleep hahaha.

Sarahs gonna stay with us for a month couse of some confinement thingy so yea...my parents are having the time of their lives. Medina has decided she loves staying oversea's and plans on heading back to ireland in a months time and be back in malaysia for christmas.

Besides that everything is normal (well by my family standards normal anyway). I still have no idea how or when my parctical is going to happen. Hmmm....nvm.....ahhh yes and my dad has decided he will take the job in Dubai...hahaha and his not leaving his old company....his calling it early retirement...couse then you still get all the benefits you had when working there like free ticket a year and such...smart guy.

He starts end of the year....and no doubt my mom will join him as he works in dubai. They havent really talked about what exactly happens to me or sofi....i think ill ask them one day. But really...what the hell would i do in dubai?