Pew Pew..

I miss you....im taking a 5 minute break from all this god damn work thats up to me arse...although it is my fault...gahhh i am soooo last minute.

Anyway definately straying off topic...ah nadia my love..*smile*. Thank you for staying with me for another month..which makes it 4!! Definately doesnt feel like it, thank you for being in my life and being there for me...and being such an amazing person who has made my life just breathtakingly more enjoyable and fun and different...

I love you with all my heart and more...so muchhhhhhhhhh more, never knew i could feel this strongly and care so much for a person who wasnt related to me. ^^

And as the months go by...(very slowwwlly i hope) ill enjoy every second of it with you by my side, who needs prozac when i have your laughter? Pains killers when i have your jokes (although those hurt too sometimes hehe) or anti depressants when my baby can just kiss them all away...or for now hug them away. hahahaha.

God now i really miss you...cant wait till your in my arms again, and sorry for anything i might have done or not done and me too ding dong to realize.

I love you Nadia.

Kaboooommm..

It is a pain in the arse just typing this blog, it would seem today i got hit by a van....while on my bike......though dating the most amazing girl on the planet makes you the luckiest guy on the planet thus saving me any real damage...and of course God for not putting me in a hospital...thank you god.

So lets just say i got careless and didnt see the red light becouse nobody wants to get sued here, and as im going straight i see this van and everything i mean literally just moves in slow motion.....i get hit by the side HARD and get pushed forward for about 1 meter or so, *wince*.

Im fine like i said.....bumps and bruises but jesus you should look at the bike...its totally.........wrecked, im sitting by the side of the road looking at the bike i just got 3 WEEKS ago stucked under the vans bumper and cursing myself for being an idiot. Oh helmets got a bit of paint scrapped off....jackets wet.....gloves too, but....my phone.....everything just went right off.....all thats left is the bloody skeleton.

Went to make our police reports and so and so....etc etc......just got back 2 hours ago, already went to the clinic...it would seem i have a 5 day leave...meh...ill have to pay those back so no difference. Anyway gotta run...wrist is killing me......I LIVE!! Aouwww #%!#%!%(&$#