Pew Pew..

I miss you....im taking a 5 minute break from all this god damn work thats up to me arse...although it is my fault...gahhh i am soooo last minute.

Anyway definately straying off topic...ah nadia my love..*smile*. Thank you for staying with me for another month..which makes it 4!! Definately doesnt feel like it, thank you for being in my life and being there for me...and being such an amazing person who has made my life just breathtakingly more enjoyable and fun and different...

I love you with all my heart and more...so muchhhhhhhhhh more, never knew i could feel this strongly and care so much for a person who wasnt related to me. ^^

And as the months go by...(very slowwwlly i hope) ill enjoy every second of it with you by my side, who needs prozac when i have your laughter? Pains killers when i have your jokes (although those hurt too sometimes hehe) or anti depressants when my baby can just kiss them all away...or for now hug them away. hahahaha.

God now i really miss you...cant wait till your in my arms again, and sorry for anything i might have done or not done and me too ding dong to realize.

I love you Nadia.