Oh woe me...woe me *slaps poet*

Ayway...sorry about that...*koff koff*. Im back for the weekend it seems...ahh yes home....moms making lamb chops..thank you god , if i had another chicken ide go insane...and my teacher telling us eating to much makes our breasts grow bigger (WTF) doesnt really help.

*smile* ah yes about my situation, i really think im going mental here.....shes all i seem to think about...besides class of course, the teachers have great aim throwing dusters.

So since shes left its been miserable...yea yea drama...spare me, its no picnic feeling like this..i do NOT want to screw this up....shes really great...funny...but has alot of seriousness in her too....which i find deadly attractive *grin*. Ahhh i dont know...i dont know anything anymore, i think ill jump off a cliff...that way ill realise what i needed to realise...though ide die before doing anything about it...unless i put a bungee rope...but i dont think it will work then.

Seeeee??? This is not normal...im not normal (well as far as normal goes, i am a mokhtar anyway) Im seeing her tomorrow i hope...hahahahaha im so nervous its like back in standard 4 and looking at that girl i had a crush on. (though that didnt turn out well) so yea...*koff koff*.


How will she react when she sees me? *sigh* im guessing ill have to ask her straight out if she wants to be with me...

Ok ok im sorry i know this is all ive been blogging about...*Wince*. Im trying to think of something else but i just cant..its like...BLANK. An empty sheet.....nothing...even when i try nothing comes to mind...sad. Maybe i need a hobby...stamps or something (yea right).