Sleeping Pills.

Well sorry that ive been away lately oh loyal readers (1 58 year old guy waves in an otherwise empty room) . But it seems life is currently content on keeping me very very busy. Medina is coming back tomorrow (ah crap) so bye bye bachelor pad, not that we used in the first place *depressed*. And my parents should be back from Dubai on friday for 2 weeks.

Ive also realized a long while back that ive made probably the biggest mistake in my entire life and as im writing this will probally lose her and there isnt much i can do about it. Though it did bring some new insight into my life, like how most people love to watch love movies and such? Its because they like to see a happy ending, ok wait scratch that, almost everyone likes any movie to have a happy ending? And do you know why? Because real life just has too few of those, which.....god.......that...that just sucks.

So here i am on the edge of the abyss...exposed before the unknown, and the feeling is worse then walking to your school to get your SPM results. But ive made my move, ive thrown everything i have into this small opening...and thus accept whatever befalls me.

But besides that everything is great...ha....hah....ha...*koff*. Ive discovered the art of wasting more time in the form of Poker in facebook among other things, im also running out of the things to cook so starvation is ready to set in as well, though with luck the cat might decide to feed on my corpse thus surviving long enough for someone to rescue it.

Jesus this post is morbid.